“……”
alas
Seeing words here, no matter how many words, a sigh will eventually appear in his heart.
"So many days have passed …" Her back was right in front of his eyes. He probably didn’t think that he could not even see her back one day. "How are you?"
How is it?
How are you?
He has asked her how she is up to now.
For so many days, the storm in my heart has stopped, but when I saw these two words, I was still indifferent to him. At the moment, she touched the deepest part of her heart like a fuse.
Sneer at in my heart
"Are you asking because you know the past?" Suddenly turned around and looked at the man behind him. cool thin asked, "Can you believe me if I say I’m fine?"
"…" remained to be continued.
PS was originally prepared to take a trip. When they met, a bean suddenly found out that it was difficult to find out whether it was in this Jianghu or reality that an old friend had something to remember and could be treated as a story.
Cough cough a bean regrets disorderly into the top pot to hide away …
[493] Chapter four hundred and ninety-four The past is heavy]
It’s just a game
How many times did this short sentence gnash her teeth in her mouth, and how many times did it turn into a lament? Tears left in the middle of the night wet the pillow towel.
Is she doing well?
scold
Is she doing well?
I can’t help laughing when I read this sentence in my heart. This is really the first joke that she has heard for so long that makes her laugh and sad.
Looking back at the past, the past is heavy, but now I can sigh in my heart. At that time, I laughed and laughed, but now I rarely worry about it. But the thought of sadness filled my heart. She thought that even if others speculated on her, even if she was close to her friends, she probably could not understand what she thought.
But she knows it very well
She remembers what he said, she remembers the struggle in her heart, she remembers that she woke up from a dream and remembered that she gave up everything and went to other cities to see him cry when he woke up. She also remembers that she told herself again and again what is reality and what is illusion.
She remembers all this.
Now, after such a long time, in reality, she has not gone to other cities, but settled down here. In the game, the storm changes in the rivers and lakes also make people unable to find a trace of the past. She remembers everything that happened at this time, but when she looks back, she can’t remember a lot.
She knew that she was escaping from that past, and she didn’t want to remember that she had forgotten what he had suffered when he gave up on him. It was too painful, and now she remembered her love dearly.
Can you have a good life?
I really want to say "good" in front of him, but I can’t say anything about sleeping with myself every night at that time.
Still in the same Jianghu, the peach blossoms are still there, but she always feels as if she has experienced the vicissitudes of the past for so long.
Sometimes she will pay attention to him, and her friends will pay attention to him. Most of the time, they will make everything clear from that day. Although they have never talked since then, she knows very well that she will not have him or her in the future. He is a passer-by. Gradually, she has learned to be less sensitive to other things. When she hears the news about him, she is just a stranger she has met before.
Cann’t go back …
No matter how beautiful it was, it can’t go back …
Because both she and he have changed.
Zuo Tangtang looked up at the peach blossom and her eyes were slightly moist. I don’t know if it was because she remembered the past or read the present.
"Did you … go back?" He silently watched her back and broke the silence and asked
"hmm"
"Fine, fine," he affirmed consciously. "They will take care of you …"
"I can take good care of myself now," she said firmly. He didn’t know that she didn’t know how to rely on him at the beginning. Xiaobai is not the one who once watched him get killed but was killed again and again. She has already learned to use force and kill people. Although she is not a top player, she can also pin down several people with accurate judgment.
She has known how to take care of herself since she left him.
Not only the body but also the heart.
It seems that she finally came out of the stupefaction caused by her saying "Yes, you can believe it". Mu Yunxian took out the fan from the waist and stopped standing in the same place. Instead, she casually walked to Zuo Tangtang and looked around "Peach Blossom Island is so big … Are you waiting for someone?"
"Well, my friend"
"Friend …" He paused. "They say you play the piano here at 8: 00 every night."
"Well," Zuo Tangtang nodded habitually and looked at the path leading here. "I don’t know what they didn’t do today …"
"It’s you." She suddenly woke up and looked at him. He was still as calm as he remembered.
"It’s me," he admitted.
"… why did you do this?" She didn’t understand.
"I just want to see you."
"…" She turned to face the wooden house behind the big teacher elder sister. "You should know that I’m not who I used to be, so I don’t need to say much."
"…" He was silent for a long time before he said slowly, "I want to say it."
She can’t tell how she feels in her heart at the moment. Didn’t she just say what she wanted to say to him before? But he said that he was tired, and that she had become terrible. This sentence is still firmly in her mind. She has always been straightforward and doesn’t like to hide. How many times she couldn’t help but want to go to him and ask him what to say? It was blocked by this sentence.